Today is just one of those days.......you know the kind that make you sit back and wonder? What is HIS plan in all of this? What am I not seeing or hearing? HELP!
Through of our trials with our kids I have fervently stuck to the knowledge that God has a plan, and there is a reason for this. It has gotten me through each and every trial. Though I have faltered along the way I still hold fast in my faith that God has His perfect plan for our lives. These last few months have tried my faith probably the most of everything. Surprising to even me, it is the constant issue that has gone unanswered that plagues my faith the most. Why do my kids have such feeding issues? And up until about a month ago it was only Paige with the issues. Now, Brady?!?!?!?
He has progressively gone from no issues, eats like a pig to, will only drink his bottle and pukes if he even coughs once! Frustration central in my brain. Why? What am I missing? What I am supposed to be learning?
We have an appointment on Wednesday to discuss this issue with the Doctor. But here is where I know the devil has me in his strangle hold. What makes me think they will solve Brady's issue when they haven't solved Paige's? I am doomed to a life of PUKE!
Lord, give me strength to get through this!!!
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